Admission

It is settled then, I am being admitted next week.  

I don't know whether to be excited or not. Admission is never an exciting time,  being on your own, leaving your friends and family. 2 weeks, 14 days may not sound like a.long time,  but trust me it is.

The endless xrays,  and scans, lung functions and physio is exhausting. Not to mention the boredom,  now that's what exhausts you.

I know I need to be admitted as I am not that well, and the transplant teams need to see me, I have to convince them that I do indeed need those lungs. But this admission is different,  something silly,  but it is the Cf barnyard event,  and kyle and I have paid for our tickets already,  but now I don't think I'll be able to go? I can't expect kyle to drive all the way into.middle Jhb to fetch me,  to then trek all the way to kempton park area, to then drive me back to Milpark,  to him driving back to Pretoria. I somehow don't see that working. I was looking forward to going,  but I guess I will see what happens,  maybe my doctor will have a plan, or I'll have to give our seats to someone else.